Enjoy what i'm having right now . :D

I've just realise how realistic a person could be. (: Love is something irresistible and yet something hurtful.

Will post later at sasa's house with pictures . (:

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Everything is left unsaid . D:

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Things that happen recently is not what we expected t see it. i never once expected t knw facts of some love matters from others instead of by that person self? i never once had imagine of feelings towards a true love is easily fade. and, never once being bothered over matters over matters. never once during listening t a song, and break into tears. never once feel that relationship is all so unreliable. never once feel that a person could keep changing his mind in it; really it's so disheartening. i never once felt that i could only tell my troubles t some of th friends. that's what true friends are. never once breaking into tears for no reason while consoling friends in relationship. never once felt that after all these relationships, feel so helpless that i myself had no choice, but just t listen t what he says. never once had a thought that old love can ever had feelings back while i never even betrayed your trust. never once thought that i fork out so much and ending up getting up this kind of ending. never once thought that if a person you love wish you t find a true love how that feeling would be. well, t some passerbys, they might think that i deserve it. Well, after so many never once, i think i should really stop all these. i only hope time would turn back t 22nd October instead of September. and i NEVER once feelings fade. ): and lastly, never once had a feeling of not replying t a message that is asking t be friends instead. ): well, i'm tired. i do love you as i does. but i will respect your decision. Takecare . D':

What's th point of helping her in words, i think she don't deserve it. ): i never even put th blame on her anyway. cause it's my fault for not treasuring what i have in th first place. Now everything is too late t think and t regret. but i've not yet made my mind in anything yet. i'm still in th midst of thinking what am i going t do, and handle. what i've done i think is sufficient already. Once i make up my mind, i will blog again. (: Readers, don't let my tagbox die alright. (:

Second month, and everything is strikeout. I'm not a perfect girlfriend. i just can't satisfied you with anything. I do have, and not i don't. if i don't i won't be having jealousy already. Happy secondmonth and happy ending it. We are still friends afterall. )":

Happy Second monthsary, Baby ! :>
Been through misunderstandings and breaks, but everything back t th same in th end. (:
after minor quarrels, and brks, everything seems better as before.
22092009 is th day that we'll always celebrate and having wishes ! ♥
LoveyoutotheMAX !